I know I haven't been on this in a looong while now but I got back into it and may even start submitting again but first things first. I like to say things on paper or in this case a computer but it just feels better so bear with me (even tho most people wont care LOL) but in all seriousness......ugh god this will sound weird I was with.....a certain girl a while back and she did a lot of things to help me. Well at least she tried because I was too stubborn to take her advice and get some help. She changed me....and all for the better and well, I still love her and that wont change. She showed me how to look on the bright side of things